Britt Bratt.. I dont even know where to start babygirl..we were bestfriends every since third grade..Its crazyy because on jan.1. of this year I lost my boyfriend the same way I lost you, they same time heals wounds..I dont believe the same wound has been opened up britt me and elizabeth were talking last night and we both wonder what it would be like if you were still here you were our bestfriend, all I can think about is the memories we would always talk about how the three of us would live in the same house and when we turned twenty one we were going to leave our kids with our moms and go clubing, now elizabeth has one of her own and he's gorgeous I know your a little disppointed that me and her arent as close as we should be but I promise for you I will fix this I love you and your baby sister is sooooo beautiful..I miss you britt and know i could NEVER or WILL FORGET YOU....HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABYGIRL
.I was speechless, and my whole body was shaking. I mean this shit happen so fast, I was just texting u earlyier that day, and a couple weeks ago we was talking bout chilling. I just cant believe my lil buddie gone 4 good
. We had so many plans yo 4 real. U was like my lil sis I never had. Iamma miss ya lil ass. All I keep thinking bout is that big ole smile, it was so purrty, and how silly u were, and how u always made me laugh, and all them memories u left me with. Frm day 1 when we was at the park, and we was wrestling, me, u, KB, and Samantha, and yall got my shoes dirty, haha. 2 that 1 night with my car packed with yall fools, and how u kept saying "FUCK ME", and the dog I almost hit, and the stoping in the middle of the rode 2 check my phone, or 2 change a cd, and when I went 2 ole boy's house, and the car was in the middle of the rode with a car coming, and u opening the door 4 me 2 get in, and the cops chasing us, and us hiding frm the cops, and covering the lights in the car with our hands, and the beer can, and that "BANGING ASS CHICKEN". Haha
. Oh, and that 1 night at the ball feild parking lot when I was throwing Nachos everywhere, and at Carolina Beach when I burnt that big bush, and the lil China girl in the pool, and them boys, and that fat women that got mad at us cuz we kept knocking on doors, and running, and me beating up Samantha, haha. I LOVE U BUDDIE, I hope u know/knew that. I can't even sleep, or eat at night anymore knowing u gone, and aint coming back. I wish somehow someway I could rewind time, and have pervented this frm happening, but everything happens 4 a reason I guess, so I'll c u again someday. I just wish I could b with u right now, and talk 2 u, and let u know u was my buddie just like I was urs, and when it's my time 2 go, iamma fly my way up there, and when I c u iamma give u a BIG hug, and I aint never letting go! I done lost u 1 time, and I aint bout 2 loose u again! I love u Britt. While u up there b my angel! Love ya buddie Val
P.S. I'm missing u...